Today, we received notice that our lease will not be renewed, so we'll need to leave the apartment once it reaches its end.

We're not being overly rushed, though - the lease goes through July, so we only have to be out by August 1st - but my mother and stepfather are all worked up anyway, acting as though we need to be out within a week earlier today, and now pretending that nothing at all is wrong.  My best guess is that they'll go back and forth between the two at least once a day from now until we find a new place.

So, not only is everything basically up in the air even more than it was before, but everyone's going to be stressed about this, which in this case means constant fighting and arguing and I'm gonna be that much worse off because I won't be able to get away from it.

I'm also not sure where I'll end up, if I don't get a job by the time we all have to be out.  And if I end up with my mother and stepfather, wherever they go, I'm sure I'll end up on the lease somehow, or otherwise STUCK THERE for gods only know how long.  I might be able to guilt my father into giving me some space at his place (3 bedroom house, he has plenty of room just like before when he denied me and I ended up sleeping in the livingroom here ) but I don't know if that'd work.

Anyway.

There was something else I was going to write about the whole situation but I have no idea what it was so I'm just gonna move on.

I need to figure out a way to make a little bit of money.  Even if it isn't enough to count as an income or anything, it'd at least make me feel a bit less worthless.  So, if anyone has any ideas on how to make commissions work, or what kind of stuff you'd like to see from me, or pretty much anything along those lines, I'd love to hear about it.